Today is a good day.

When drug user's go to AA meetings they tell them to take it one day at a time, that is so true. Drug user's can go for days sometimes months not wanting a taste of their drug. They call them good days. It is for them. The ones who fight them and see what they do to themselves and other's it's never a good day. We still have to deal with it. It use to piss me off when he would come home from a benge and tell me he was sorry and I had to act like it was OK. In reality I wanted to scream " Do not see what this is doing to me!" At times I wanted to leave sooo bad but I knew that I had no where to go and I was pregnant for his child. I truly loved him. I knew what his soul was like and I just had to get him to see it. He didn't find it for himself till Dec. 24Th 2008. He was baptized and has done so good lately. I will write more later and again if there is any one out there who needs to talk. Let me know. I can only tell you how I got through it and maybe it can help you to. Let me say this though Al non is a great program and if you have a chance to go to one of their meetings then go. They can help you so much. Just that sometimes we need some ONE to understand and listen and I can do that.